This says something more like "Why bother?" I don't mind getting up in the morning. I don't mind brushing teeth. But once I'm up, I don't feel like doing anything except maybe listening to music. I need a live-in shrink.
Maybe I'm being too hard on myself (I said hard on). Maybe I'm having a bit of peace and happiness and just enjoying it. Not likely.
I think part of the problem is that there is so much I want to do and learn; too much. So much I can't possibly imagine attaining any level of success with any of them.