Text Offender (digigasm) wrote,
Text Offender

I'm only on Chapter 3 in The Inner Game of Tennis by W. Timothy Gallwey and there are tears streaming down my cheeks because it's so good. The last book that did this to me was Writing Down the Bones by Natalie Goldberg.

I'm almost afraid of finishing this book because once I've got the knowlege, I've also the responsibility to either:

1. Trust this knowlege blindly and incorporate this knowlege into me.
2. Research and verify or debunk and reevaluate.

Either way, I'd have a responsibility. And I've been having this thing with responsibility lately. *shrug*

And what if this book teaches me what I need to know but I don't take action? Like, I know that exercising is good for me but I'd really rather sit around and eat pizza and drink beer. I ignore the knowlege but beat myself up about it later.

I've been feeling a "shift" inside me lately. I don't know whether it's a good shift or a bad shift but something is changing...growing. It's going to be one of those things where I won't really understand until "it's" over.

I hate being alone. My mind travels in bad directions.

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